Post by treego on Oct 10, 2015 13:56:53 GMT -5
This stuff makes me crazy at times, but at least I'm not on the edge of complete breakdown, as I was a month ago. Most of all that was the puppies coming, and not knowing how to deal with that. It didn't help that I had over a 65,000 acre fire burning almost in my back yard. I suspect the smoke and radiation combined, caused the 5 still births. They were big healthy looking puppies. I should have done an autopsy. I could have looked at the organs to see if something was going on. We sure are a scattered bunch. I wish there was something I could do to get us organized a little better. Something I've noticed here, is the lack of education and understanding in this bunch. We need to be more scientific, which in turn shows the rest of the world that we know what we are talking about. Speculation doesn't get anything done, except bring on the attacks from those who say we know nothing. Maybe we could all pick a time to meet up here, and sort through our thoughts, instead of interrupting what Dana is trying to get out to the new people. I'll mention it when Dana does his next stream. I had 87 counts per minute last night. The "Your Radiation This Week" report is out this morning and it's pretty f^*king scary! I suspect some of you won't even go to the site, because you think it's somehow connected to the military. We need to let down our guard and take good info, where ever we can get it from. Veterans Today is a great site, giving well researched info from people in the know, who are peace loving people who lived through the horrors of war. It's not a time to isolate. Jeff Rense is a good guy and facilitates a good platform, but Jeff just isn't real smart when it comes to his speculation. The internet is a wonderful thing, giving all of us the ability to research pretty much anything, but most don't use it for that. If I wonder about anything, I look it up. If one site isn't satisfactory, then I go to multiple sources to see which is the most likely right answer. There are so many falsehoods out there, but with a little work, most of us can sort it out. I know many of you are scared shitless, and rightly so. I'm scared, but I don't let the fear stop my thought process. Our emotions were given to us for a reason, so we'll do something! My biggest enemy is pain. It keeps me from doing the things I love, but gives me lots of time to do this and research. I've suffered with chronic shingles for over 10 years, and the nerve damage from that in my hip and right leg. (post herpetic neauralgia). I have lots of other stuff wrong, but I keep going. My body is full of toxic PCP's. We used transformer oil to cool our diamond blade rock saws when I was a kid. Nobody knew the stuff was bad then. It screwed up the part of my immune system that deals with the shingles virus. I will most likely get cancer from it. My mother died of pancreatic cancer in her mid 60's. We all have to keep going. It's our only hope! I lost my best friend to cancer on January 22, learned my uncle had cancer two days later, and I lost my brother to cancer on June 28. One of my other good friends had a sister die of cancer about two weeks ago, and another friends sister has cancer also. This is going to touch ALL of us. If any of you need to talk, I'm all ears. 360-865-0045